” My Mask too fine and serene,
My smile ugly, words worthless
The mask is torn to pieces
Still I wear a self conscious laugh….”
These lines are still reverberating in my ears. I know that my words are not enough powerful to write about Nandhitha. Her serene soul thirsted for something that she had missed in her journey of life. She left the world because she never wanted to wear the mask. The lines in the poems were fresh and pure as it was not written for the public. The dreams, hopes and the feeling of loss melted into her pen and something still remains strange. She was adored by her parents her brother and the people around her but the intensity of love was beyond everything, that brutally taken away her mind. I was surprised by these poems and more by the poet. She might have been truthful to her life but she got married. Without doubt Nanditha and her poems will be remembered in the hearts of all those who values their lives.
Nanditha was born in 1969 May 12th at Vayanadu district Kerala. She had been a teacher in Vayanadu Muttil Muslim Orphanage Arts and Science College. In 1999 January 17th she committed suicide.
like to read her poems…can u send it
Please try to buy the book..
feel that she lost something in life………………….poems which cannot say in words……..only poem can….
Her poems are her lost memories………… i think….
anyway it is very nice to read n think abt tht
Hi,
Good.
I LOVE THE POEMS
what a fantastic words.
NANDITHA…………NINTE CHERUTHUNILPU JALAREKHAYAYI…….EE KAPADALOKATHINU MUNNIL ENTHE NEE NISAHAYAYAYI NINNUPOYATHU………….
SO I LIKE UUUUUU..
hey anybody can assist me to procure the book nandithayude kavithakal…or nyby an sent it
vakkukal poora paranjeeduvan……………..
ormakalil nanditha enu jeevikkum…………..pranayam oru kathirippanu…………..nedumbol branthamakunnu
i came to know about nanditha from my sir. she was his friend. i saw tears in his eyes while talking about her which made me to search about her
It is her Soul… Pure and the intensity of feelings…
i love nandhitha u r words is very fantastic
its silence
its peace
even the sound suffice.
music in air
music in mind, music in eyes……..
goooooooooooood
oru padu vedhana undu kootukari…..ingane oru theerumanam aduthathil……
Oh dove,loving your poems with a pain
“wow”…read her recently…wondered, how can she be so cruel!!?and now i say….if u dont care…we (like minded) dont care…it is absolute paranoia….may be she was emulating emtee’s heroine of the movie “uttaram”
really heart touching lines.blessed girl.
imagined where she would have been if alive and with such a talent……”oh god-it was such a lovely miscreation from u……”
she loved death more than his lover….like sylvia plath she was in severe depression which may be present aS A static feeling in all pure hearts…
What i say? poems from the soul
iread her poems when it came a report in malayala manorama.what will i say?i’m a dead fan of her.when i read her poems again & again I feel i lost myself.
i have seen her through my life,still im seing,and i noticed that some poems written by me is that closely related to her words,no i cant say that,she was a legent,realy i respect or love her,more than her poems
nandita i can feel your pain from your poem………really you are a blessed poetess
NANDHITHA I REALY RESPECT YOU,I HAVE SEEN YOU THOUGH MY LIFE,AND ITS REALY YOUR WINNING THROUGH YOUR DEATH,AND SOME TIMES I FEEL THAT MY WORDS AND MY FEELINGS ARE REALLY=CLOSE TO YOUR’S
oro varikkalum njan enne kanunnu …..
fantastic
really marvelous……al her poems contain real pain…….
marvellous..all her poems contain a lot of pain in it……….
y did she commit suicide………
“Hriyathin nombaramenganea kanneeril chalichu
Thalukalil pakartham”. Ur Poems are the example for that
enne uranganan anuvathikkuuu….
Swapnangalil ente amma undu……
hey, accidently i came to this site and i was moved by her lines. franatically i searced the entire net for taking some biographicl data about her. but tnothing is available. can anybody who knows her do attempt to create her on wikipedia so that the world knows her…..
would be grateful if someone could acquantise me to her past. i mean she married, any kids, where is her husband and wha t about her parents and her works …..
hi richsee,
nanditha committed suicide at the age of 30..she was workin in an orphanage school,in wayanad,kerala..she had a lot of pain in her life..probably had an unsuccessful lov..i think shes unmarried..sry if im wrng abt latter ..
thanks ajith!
but i think someone cited her to be married.
Her poems….really touching words!!…..but i feel nanditha did a foolish thing dat destroyed her soul forever….nobody has thy right to do suicide as our soul is a gift that should be treasured….imagination is in infinity after death…..v cant think of ourself burning in the mouth of fire…..now cud she do this with such a gr8 imaginative power???!!!…………
I have a requist 2 all lovers for reading this book….i read it! & felt It! , the feeling behind was extra ordinary! After reading this book pls try 2 write poems , it surely gives some potential from ur heart! Thanks!
i wanna know more about nanditha…..
plz……
i wanna know more about nanditha…..
plz……
“nandithayil njan enne thanne kanunnu….”
for those all hu see demselves in nanditha……u al il av soul in ur words…
misterious was her life…..
her mind was always disturbed with thoughts (which is reflected in her poems)
when she left this world… she made it more misterious…
(Like to know more about Nanditha if possible)
So much pain hiding between her words. The question on how a person feels when he/she tries to end thier lives is unanswerable. Maybe she felt some invisible chains tying her, gagging and choking her…could be the society. 25-30 being the period of quarter-life crisis, she must have gone tired deciding whether to go her way or follow the tide….or maybe the insecurity or fear from the scars of her past …