Nandithayude Kavithakal
” My Mask too fine and serene,
My smile ugly, words worthless
The mask is torn to pieces
Still I wear a self conscious laugh….”
These lines are still reverberating in my ears. I know that my words are not enough powerful to write about Nandhitha. Her serene soul thirsted for something that she had missed in her journey of life. She left the world because she never wanted to wear the mask. The lines in the poems were fresh and pure as it was not written for the public. The dreams, hopes and the feeling of loss melted into her pen and something still remains strange. She was adored by her parents her brother and the people around her but the intensity of love was beyond everything, that brutally taken away her mind. I was surprised by these poems and more by the poet. She might have been truthful to her life but she got married. Without doubt Nanditha and her poems will be remembered in the hearts of all those who values their lives.
Nanditha was born in 1969 May 12th at Vayanadu district Kerala. She had been a teacher in Vayanadu Muttil Muslim Orphanage Arts and Science College. In 1999 January 17th she committed suicide.
27 Responses to “Nandithayude Kavithakal”
By asvati on Mar 14, 2008 | Reply
like to read her poems…can u send it
By admin on Mar 14, 2008 | Reply
Please try to buy the book..
By bineesh on May 16, 2008 | Reply
feel that she lost something in life………………….poems which cannot say in words……..only poem can….
By Deepa on Jun 24, 2008 | Reply
Her poems are her lost memories………… i think….
anyway it is very nice to read n think abt tht
By SHEEJITH PAYYARATTA on Aug 4, 2008 | Reply
Hi,
Good.
By PREETHIKUMAR.G.S on Nov 1, 2008 | Reply
I LOVE THE POEMS
By sindhu on Jan 4, 2009 | Reply
what a fantastic words.
NANDITHA…………NINTE CHERUTHUNILPU JALAREKHAYAYI…….EE KAPADALOKATHINU MUNNIL ENTHE NEE NISAHAYAYAYI NINNUPOYATHU………….
SO I LIKE UUUUUU..
By Arun on Feb 17, 2009 | Reply
hey anybody can assist me to procure the book nandithayude kavithakal…or nyby an sent it
By chinchu on Jun 2, 2009 | Reply
vakkukal poora paranjeeduvan……………..
By vinodini on Jul 4, 2009 | Reply
ormakalil nanditha enu jeevikkum…………..pranayam oru kathirippanu…………..nedumbol branthamakunnu
By thankam on Sep 5, 2009 | Reply
i came to know about nanditha from my sir. she was his friend. i saw tears in his eyes while talking about her which made me to search about her
By anamika on Sep 18, 2009 | Reply
It is her Soul… Pure and the intensity of feelings…
By dhef1 on Sep 22, 2009 | Reply
i love nandhitha u r words is very fantastic
By subhash on Oct 5, 2009 | Reply
its silence
its peace
even the sound suffice.
music in air
music in mind, music in eyes……..
By jithin menon on Nov 6, 2009 | Reply
goooooooooooood
By orama on Nov 15, 2009 | Reply
oru padu vedhana undu kootukari…..ingane oru theerumanam aduthathil……
By Sahyan.k.s on Nov 26, 2009 | Reply
Oh dove,loving your poems with a pain
By prasanth on Dec 16, 2009 | Reply
“wow”…read her recently…wondered, how can she be so cruel!!?and now i say….if u dont care…we (like minded) dont care…it is absolute paranoia….may be she was emulating emtee’s heroine of the movie “uttaram”
By remya t p on Dec 31, 2009 | Reply
really heart touching lines.blessed girl.
By prasanth on Dec 31, 2009 | Reply
imagined where she would have been if alive and with such a talent……”oh god-it was such a lovely miscreation from u……”
By unnikuttan on Jan 5, 2010 | Reply
she loved death more than his lover….like sylvia plath she was in severe depression which may be present aS A static feeling in all pure hearts…
By Nichu on Jan 19, 2010 | Reply
What i say? poems from the soul
By jumi on Jan 20, 2010 | Reply
iread her poems when it came a report in malayala manorama.what will i say?i’m a dead fan of her.when i read her poems again & again I feel i lost myself.
By sharlet on Feb 26, 2010 | Reply
i have seen her through my life,still im seing,and i noticed that some poems written by me is that closely related to her words,no i cant say that,she was a legent,realy i respect or love her,more than her poems
By leena on Mar 1, 2010 | Reply
nandita i can feel your pain from your poem………really you are a blessed poetess
By SHARLET on Mar 1, 2010 | Reply
NANDHITHA I REALY RESPECT YOU,I HAVE SEEN YOU THOUGH MY LIFE,AND ITS REALY YOUR WINNING THROUGH YOUR DEATH,AND SOME TIMES I FEEL THAT MY WORDS AND MY FEELINGS ARE REALLY=CLOSE TO YOUR’S